Been searching and searching all my life ...
... for other humans that I could communicate with ...
... on a HeartCenter to HeartCenter and GodSoul to GodSoul "connectiveness".

Why I never found such a "connectiveness"? ... The only reason I can think of is because it frightened me ... Maybe if I understood what "connectiveness" was about back then ... it would have been different.

Where do I go next for the possibility of "connectiveness" ... perhaps a deeper reality now awaits me through my desires and actions of sincerely "serving" others ... and I am grateful for this possibility awaiting me ... " .